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| Just Some Confessions |
Hello world of bloggers! How are you? I missed three days here in blogspot. Actually, I was trying to cook dishes these past few days. In fact, I made two dishes but I wasn't able to share them here, although I wanted to. I wish I was able to share them here if only I've got a good camera. I was using my sister's phone since hers has better resolution than my mobile's camera, so I prefer to use hers. Anyway, just want to share today some of my confessions talking about the things that I'm longing and working out. Let's start with:
WISH I HAVE A GOOD CAMERA FOR MY BLOGGING
Yes. Everyone knows that blogging requires showing of pictures, particularly with mine which is food blogging. I just feel bad when I'm not being able to share my cooked dish with you. I want to capture every single step to make it clear especially with procedures. I want to show the step by step process, of course. It would be better and people will love to read your blog if you have some pictures they could look at. Anyway, I'm planning to get one, but maybe later because;
WHY IN THE WORLD AM I NOT YET GETTING A JOB?
I was thinking of where will I get now my money to support my coming days? I live with my parents but I hate to think that I would ask money from them to buy this or that. I actually sent a lot of job applications online, I get feedback from them it's just that they are assigning me in far places. It would be a great opportunity to grab the offer but knowing you don't have enough resources to support the house rental, utilities, food and everything. Imagine I only have Php 2,000.00 or $46 with me in my wallet. So, I would choose the best offer with lowest expense. Well, I really want to get hired asap, it has been always my dream to work overseas. I know everyone's already aware of how it is to live in Philippines talking financially.
ACTUALLY, I'M ALSO TRYING TO LEARN 'JAPANESE'
Exactly. While unemployed, I use my spare time to study Japanese. I would love to visit Japan. I love Japanese people (I had met and encountered a lot of them already, most of them were polite and demure). I'm interested in learning their culture, I've seen a lot of their preserved places and arts on the local TV. Seeing Japan in that way, overwhelms me. I love to see the calm places and their colorful culture. I know, one day I will get there. I would keep telling my boyfie to tell his aunt in Japan regarding my dream of going there. She might give me the chance to live there haha! Just hoping.
SPEAKING OF MY BOYFIE
The past few days, I have noticed a lot of changes from him. I don't know if it's just me being paranoid or it's really happening. I hate to think that he's being distant with me and he suddenly doesn't take my side when I'm falling into something bad. Just wondering of what's happening. He suddenly hated it when I talked to him about a topic we used to laugh before. I don't know I'm confused. I also had noticed that he's being more of 'Me first, My wants first'. I can't help myself thinking over these things about him. But he suddenly just changed.
FOR A CHANGE
I'm thinking of studying again in school. Haha! Seems that I'm not yet satisfied with my finished degree. Well, I'm really not. Way back, I chose my degree for practical reasons: it is in demand, it is always about money, it's a flexible course because you can always apply to companies since it's all about business and they need it really. But what I did not consider is if it is really my passion. Honestly no. I'm a person who is more inclined to food and arts. I love to cook, I love colors, I love drawing and I love decorating. I was just thinking, should I re-enroll my course of passion for a change?
HOW ABOUT A REAL CHANGE?
I am now really aiming for a change. I love food so much but knowing that I'm growing sideways haha! Yes, getting fatter is not a good idea. I have been working out my weight for almost two weeks now. Every after a day I do jogging and in between of those days, when I'm only at home, I would do crunches and indoor workouts. I started working out my body when I started to feel bad about my health. That's why I became more health conscious nowadays. I will choose my food carefully, eat in balance, and of course exercise regularly as much as I can. And to add reasons for my work out, I want to fit my gown. I will be a second sponsor in a coming wedding on July 20. Hopefully, by that day, I already had shed a lot of fats already Haha!
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I'm glad if you started and finished reading til here. Only few people will consider taking time reading such confessions. Anyway, I would love to be around here again sharing such things and food. I had enough of my confessions haha! I'll find ways to solve them all but for now a good sleep will help me think clearly. Till next time. Have a great day ahead!
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